Thursday, October 30, 2008

It's Official - I set the date.


Candidate's Name: ABBY MANN

Program Name: American Dental Association

Exam Name: NATIONAL BOARD DENTAL EXAMINATION PART 1

Site Number: 0051 - PROMETRIC TEST CENTER


Site Address: 12342 COIT ROAD

Site City: DALLAS

Site Country: TX, USA

Site Phone #: 972-385-1181

Appointment Date: 03 Jan 2009

Appointment Time: 9:00 AM

Appointment Duration: 8:30





Don't you love that the answer to "site country" is TX, USA? Yeah, that's my country.

This does mean I get to take finals, move, have Christmas, and study for boards. And take boards. But then it will be over. Just gotta pass, baby, just gotta pass.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Looking Forward to Saturday!

Mom found these goodies at Central Market...my favorite pancakes from my favorite Austin restaurant for breakfast, Kerbey Lane, and some maple syrup to go with them : ) Mmmmm......just in time for the cold front!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Hearing from God


That last post was just the beginning of what the Spirit has had to say to me lately. At least I already knew what part of the problem is: complaining. So God must have just been a-grinning away yesterday when I was *complaining* to Erik about church and going to a service where we don't know anyone and how I needed to study (to which my good husband pointed out that my priorities are a bit out of whack...I'll deal with that one, too)...because He knew we'd go, and that the sermon would be on.....you guessed it. Complaining. No kidding.


Philippians 2:14-16
14 Do everything without complaining or arguing, 15 so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe 16 as you hold out the word of life--in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing.

The part that really sucks about this is that people have noticed lately that I've been moody. That I've been letting things like bake sales get to me. Enough that one friend told me that he knew something was wrong, because of all people, I'm usually able to make his day better, and I wasn't smiling that morning. Granted, several people tell me things like that all the time and I think that God must be miraculously covering for me because I feel tired and beat down by dental school most of the time. They tell me I'm always happy... ha! Thank the Lord that the Spirit can shine in spite of me.... Anyway, in an attempt to APPLY the sermon, I intend to practice positive speaking in my blog as well as real life.

Another kick in the pants came from Dr. Cobb via his thoughtful emails...

"In the midst of battle and difficulty that we call LIFE, we make every attempt to carry on normally. We often feel that we can not eat spiritually regularly. When that happens, we do not look or feel well. Everyone notices..."

Everyone notices. A few of my craft blogging "friends" are in Canada and just celebrated Thanksgiving. They've been posting about gratefulness and God's goodness as they enjoy their holiday and now that we're certainly headed in that direction, I want to ask God to train my heart as it were and make it a season of gratitude - actively not complaining. I don't think God wants much to do with grumbling people. Too much maintenance. Too self-centered, and not trusting in him. Consider the Hebrew people in the desert. Yeesh. I gotta get out of my desert!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Tired


I feel like I'm doing more complaining than ever when I get on this blog. My other blogs are pretty positive and exciting things are happening. It's just that when I narrow my life down to dental school, there are very few positive things going on. I will list a few as evidence:


1) Courtney came and spoke at CMDA and I loved it! CMDA is my favorite time and I HATE it when removable interferes (which it often does...last semester the culprit was dental materials and I hated it then). Add Courtney *and Vietnamese sandwiches* to the mix and it makes for a great day : ) For me, CMDA is the best community I have here aside from family, and I think it's pretty sad to say I'm frequently absent and sometimes distant as I go through a lot of stuff in my heart and head this year. Things need to change, I think, if I'm going to enjoy the next few years.


2) Same day: Nanna and Grandaddy came up for Grandaddy's appointment with Stephen and I skipped 1/2 of path to visit with them. Great break in the day!


3) I had a good time this morning with the gals running the Race for the Cure (my first race in Dallas...just not the same: no hills, no capitol building to run to, so unfamiliar....) It's been good to develop friendships a bit more. I'm so slow to do that and I think people sometimes give up on me early, but I can definitely see improvement lately and I like that.


If you didn't notice, althought these things are school related, they have nothing to do with dentistry. Sometimes I find that disturbing, but a lot of the issues really just have to do with *the school* and not the practice itself. Several of us are going through a disillusionment phase due to the demands of BCD that some might call unreasonable, archaic, unproductive....I could go on. But the further you get into it, the brighter the light is at the end of the tunnel and the independence that comes with practicing one day is pure freedom compared to where we are right now. That was the whole point of getting into this mess, right? Right.


Well, it's October 19th and I just need to make it through the month. Then hell month is over and even though finals will be looming, we get a chance to breathe. This semester is flying (mainly because it's a day-to-day survival basis) and Christmas cannot come fast enough. I've had a hard time making myself study lately, and I'm trying to diagnose the issue. Right now, I'm just tired.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Piece of Cake?


I know I got all grumpy about the people who said D2 was easy and called them "liars". I guess I spoke a little too soon. I mean, what we thought was "hell week" based on number of tests has turned out to be, eh, just a bunch of tests. 1/2 the questions are from old tests, which is unheard of in D1 world. And I'm a big fan of test day because I'm a relatively fast test taker (ok, I'm notorious) so I end up with an extra 30-40 minutes in my day to do whatever. And that's kinda nice. So today I had like an hour to do whatever. So I got caught up a bit in lab - cast my bridge, dug out the decay in my tooth, and did a bridge prep for the practical tomorrow. Productiveness is nice : )

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Midterm Monsters

Right now I'm in denial, checking my email, watching my Gilmore, and getting excited about the hot tub that awaits me...instead of studying for midterms.

Today we prepped fake teeth with fake decay in them and it was a nice look at what dentistry is...really is. I mean the unrealistically tiny perfect preps of Baylor Operative are silly. But thank goodness for the hand skills! The amount of lab work we do in fixed is completely unbalanced with the amount of crown preps we should be doing since that is what we will be doing 1/2 the time in our careers. NOT waxing and investing and casting and polishing, all of which I'm behind in. Hence the complaining.

I had some nostaligic time last night reading my blog from Day 1 and it's so hard to believe it was three years ago this December that I started studying for the DAT. That's crazy. This December, I will start studying for and possible take the National Board part I. It's the DAT on steroids. Serious anabolic steroids. Then we take part II which is more clinic based and then the WREB where we actually treat patients. I bought some dental decks from a 4th year and it can be a little intimidating to look at. Get ready for study updates and practice test scores come Christmas!

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Sometimes Baking Helps You Get Through Dental School

It also helps to eat what you baked - with coffee. Thanks, Jenn and Goodie, for the recipe! I'm baking tomorrow!
Chocolate-Cherry-Almond Biscotti

Ingredients:

1 3/4 cups unbleached, all-purpose flour
1 cup granulated sugar
1/2 cup Dutch-process cocoa powder, sifted
1/4 cup firmly packed light brown sugar
1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
1/4 teaspoon baking soda
Kosher salt
3/4 cup dried tart cherries, coarsely chopped
3/4 cup blanched almonds, coarsely chopped
3 large whole eggs, plus 1 large egg white
1 teaspoon vanilla extract (essence)
1/8 teaspoon almond extract (essence)
Directions:
Position racks in the upper third and lower third of the oven and preheat to 325F. Line 2 baking sheets, preferably insulated sheets, with parchment (baking) paper. (We just used wax paper.)In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, sugar, cocoa, brown sugar, baking powder, baking soda and 1/2 teaspoon salt until well mixed. Add the cherries and almonds and toss with your hands to distribute them evenly.In another bowl, whisk together the whole eggs, egg white, and vanilla and almond extracts. Pour into the dry ingredients. Using a fork, mix together the dry and wet ingredients, taking care to work all the bits of dry ingredients into the dough. This will take about 5 minutes. The dough will be (really) dense and sticky. Divide the dough in half.Place a piece of plastic wrap 18 inches long on the countertop. Transfer half of the dough to the plastic wrap. Lightly moisten your hands with cold water to prevent the dough from sticking to them, then shape the dough into a flattened log 12 inches long by 2 1/2 inches wide by 1 inch high. Lifting the plastic wrap and cradling the dough, flip the dough onto the center of one of the prepared baking sheets. Repeat with the remaining dough, flipping it onto the second prepared baking sheet.Bake the logs until they are dry to the touch and firm in the center when pressed with your fingers, about 30 minutes. They will spread considerably and may crack slightly on top. Transfer to wire racks and let the logs cool on the pans for 30 minutes. The logs will be slightly warm to the touch.Carefully transfer the logs to a cutting board and set the parchment-lined panes aside. Using a serrated knife, cut the logs crosswise on the diagonal into slices 1/2 inch wide.Arrange the slices, cut side down, on the lined baking sheets, placing them close together but not touching. Bake for 15 minutes. Remove from the oven, and using tongs or a spatula, turn the biscotti. Continue to bake until dry and crisp, 10-15 minutes. Remove from the oven and transfer the biscotti to wire racks to cool completely. Store the biscotti in an airtight container at room temperature for up to 3 weeks. Serve with coffee or hot chocolate.
Makes 4 dozen cookies.~30 minutes prep time 60 minutes total bake time

Friday, October 03, 2008

Hmmm.

Anyone who says D2 is "easier", lies. I think they do this purposefully so that you will see "light" at the end of the D1 tunnel and press on to better things. Then you get there, and realize the light was really a LIE and you're trapped! It's too late! Then they get you all excited about getting patients in the spring, and even tempt you with things like probing your classmates' teeth, scaling your classmates' teeth, even scaling (in my case) your husband's teeth so that you get all excited about doing some real clinical dentistry and hold on tight and press on so that you can enjoy something new! Then you realize you just add that on to your lab load. Hmmm. By D4, you're just running for the door, you get out, and rarely look back.

I had a not really bad, but tiring week, and plan on sleeping a lot now.

Thank you, blog world, for tolerating my vent. I will be a happier person next week. I promise : ).

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